the sweetheart is sleeping right now.
its getting tougher and tougher each week.
i'm still not getting used to this space.
i used to love meet ups with everyone.
but now i just wanna stay home and
wait for his calls and texts.
kinda feeling the no life right here.
since there's no one to judge me,
i really dont care much.

i think the wild girl inside of me is
slowing disappearing. i cant let that happen.
the wild side is what makes me, ME.
the unpredictable one.
i musnt conform to society norms!
i'm gonna turn the town upside down with
the girls on thursday!
put on those heels and strut my stuff.
i'm gonna show them all that i'm still as
wild as ever. as spontaneous as ever.
WATCH OUT. the queen bee is back.

"i love you" is a phrase meant for one person.
it is selfish. and two people is a crowd.
a crowd often leads to devastation.
so people, dont use it on more than 1 person.
because hearts will break.

i'm pmsing this week.
so beware of steeping on my toes.
i will show no mercy people.


/sometimes when i say "i'm okay"
i want someone to look me in the eyes,
hug me tight and say,
"i know you're not."